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Sy-Lynne J Bell  

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  • Female/Canada
  • Offline for 21w 6d 10h 54m 40s
  • Deviant since Feb 8, 2004, 1:15 AM
  • 28 Deviations
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A Lovers Fate

“Take that back!!!” She whimpered through soaked lips of tears.  I loved her so much that it hurt to be in the same room. The un-perfect face was my guilt.  
“I can’t. You just don’t understand why. You just don’t get it!!! I can’t be with you. You’re the reason for this mess,” I yelled.  The body of my affair lay near my feet, her blood seeping through her seductive lingerie. I lay there with the scent of her lingering in my nose, while Hannah was in the middle of laughing and crying. The reality of the situation hadn’t struck me.  
“You want to know how I killed her?? I mean you fucked her I’m sure you’d really want to k

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A Lovers Fate“Take that back!!!” She whimpered through soaked lips of tears.  I loved her so much that it hurt to be in the same room. The un-perfect face was my guilt.  
“I can’t. You just don’t understand why. You just don’t get it!!! I can’t be with you. You’re the reason for this mess,” I yelled.  The body of my affair lay near my feet, her blood seeping through her seductive lingerie. I lay there with the scent of her lingering in my nose, while Hannah was in the middle of laughing and crying. The reality of the situation hadn’t struck me.  
“You want to know how I killed her?? I mean you fucked her I’m sure you’d really want to k A Lovers Fate
in General Non-Fiction on 1/3/07
mindlessI wish i  can swallow up time or erase it even,  i wish i can forget about the past,  
so it will stop remembering me,  I wish i can let go of these memories,  So i can stop thinking of their faces,         I wish i can stop being so afraid,  so i don't hurt them along the way,  I wish i can move on,  but something won't let me take that one step forward,   
Everyone seems to be paired off or happy   but my fantasy is far from reality  i tell people different because i want to seem like everyones colorful picture  but nothings as what mindless
in Open on 1/20/06
My thoughtsi look back on the past,  
i wish i had the brains to change it,  but time went by to fast for me to stop and think it over,  all the mistakes that could have lasted...didn't,  
life gives you challenges and stages to come through,  its about the matter of time and mind you put into to be who you are and become,  you may regret so much and life but theres a reason why everything happens,  your past maybe happy , sad , but we all have the samething in common we all have memories we don't like. My thoughts
in Open on 1/19/06
on the hunt
in Other on 9/7/04
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    ~athleticallyenfeebld:iconathleticallyenfeebld: Mar 21, 2006, 6:10:49 PM
    haha it's raining here but i think it's nice because i grew up there ;P

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    ~sidizzle:iconsidizzle: Mar 21, 2006, 10:48:56 AM
    good here how bout there?

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    Sy-Lynne~~~
    ~sidizzle:iconsidizzle: Mar 11, 2006, 4:05:04 AM
    good how ya doing?

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    Sy-Lynne~~~
    ~sidizzle:iconsidizzle: Jan 20, 2006, 2:30:57 AM
    yup

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    Sy-Lynne~~~
    ~dark-vermilion:icondark-vermilion: Sep 28, 2004, 10:11:46 PM
    too be fair leigh-anna, i haven't heard 1 insult go your way in all of this
    ~JdoubleC:iconJdoubleC: Sep 28, 2004, 5:28:37 PM
    ok....

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    ~xhollowstarx:iconxhollowstarx: Sep 27, 2004, 8:56:31 PM
    ya well srry Leigh-Anna but i was just making a point didn't mean to bring u in but it is true from what i hear he has no social life

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    look back to what u want come back and hate
    ~xhollowstarx:iconxhollowstarx: Sep 27, 2004, 8:17:57 PM
    ya well you made this way....

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    look back to what u want come back and hate
    ~xStarscream:iconxStarscream: Sep 27, 2004, 6:41:14 PM
    well. wasnt that gay >;|
    ~seXXy21:iconseXXy21: Sep 27, 2004, 5:12:13 PM
    SHIT!!!! lol...that was my comment on kyles...addy thing... i was going to mess around with some things....so just leave kyle out of that one....shit i can't believe i did that!
    ~JdoubleC:iconJdoubleC: Sep 26, 2004, 9:12:36 PM
    ok didnt u say i had no friends and no life now ur just goin around in circles

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    Pull the Trigger and the nightmare stops
    ~dark-vermilion:icondark-vermilion: Sep 26, 2004, 1:31:56 PM
    so the last horse finally crosses the finish line, you FINALLY cought on to that huh? WE DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU!
    ~mystirio:iconmystirio: Sep 26, 2004, 1:15:15 PM
    please just leave me out of this shit! I didn't do anything but defend myself in everything all of you guys have been arguing about....!!!!!

    I don't know who to be friends with anymore it doesn't sound like any of you give a shit about me.
    ~sidizzle:iconsidizzle: Sep 26, 2004, 2:07:50 AM
    how in the fucking hell am i confussed ya know ur one fucking confussed asshole low-life stero-type that likes to judge ppl by their cover and why don't u lay off ppls shit and pay attention to LIFE ya thats right theres more to life then school and Leigh-Anna....and don't deny it.

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    ~xhollowstarx:iconxhollowstarx: Sep 25, 2004, 10:26:03 PM
    ya sure fuck you!!! i do have friends and i don't just have boyfriends so u can just go fuck urself or ur gay friend

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    look back to what u want come back and hate
    ~mystirio:iconmystirio: Sep 21, 2004, 4:45:15 PM
    poor confused teenager...


    pity
    ~JdoubleC:iconJdoubleC: Sep 20, 2004, 8:56:12 PM
    just cause its true

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    ~xhollowstarx:iconxhollowstarx: Sep 19, 2004, 2:10:53 PM
    that is sooo lame.....

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    look back to what u want come back and hate
    ~JdoubleC:iconJdoubleC: Sep 19, 2004, 1:02:26 PM
    ooo good one im shacking in my space boots

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    ~xhollowstarx:iconxhollowstarx: Sep 19, 2004, 1:23:28 AM
    ya this is Sy-Lynne wtf?!?! man u don't even know the whole story so u can't say shit without knowing it fully and ya i talked to alex and i told him if he liked ashley he could go out with her i really didn't care....then i was already planning on breaking up with mike cuz i had other reasons to go with that so why don't you shut the fuck up and stay the fuck outta my life u low life stero-type....oh i might add asshole

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    look back to what u want come back and hate
    ~JdoubleC:iconJdoubleC: Sep 17, 2004, 10:36:11 PM
    U know wat sy thats one of the lowest things u could hve ever done i meen making plans to go out with some one else i pity u

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    Pull the Trigger and the nightmare stops
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